cornered
October 17, 2008hey blog…
I am still as scared as I was when I first started writing to you…still sitting in the corner, hiding my face…I dont want to think…I dont like how it is, I hate it. I hate love, why does it cause so much damage? I hate having the decision that would cost a life of someone I care about, even if it’s just someone I know. I cant let it go with such a toll. I cant hold on to it because I am scared of the consequences. I cant make the right decision when I am under the wrong pressure.
I hate love
im so sorry, please dont be scared. but like i said lastnight, i promised you, and i will keep my promise…so just take your time now.
dont hate love, you can hate my love for you. but dont hate love, it is what keeps you going. and now that your decision isnt going to cost a life, theres no reason to hate love.
take care.