Long weekend

Hey blog, Long time no see!

I had a great long weekend! I didnt have to work on Saturday, and I spent the whole long weekend in bed! sigh* I was sick from Saturday onwards, still sick now! but yeah, I just stayed in bed for the weekend, I couldn’t really move. I am feeling much better now, but my voice is dead and my throat kills…

I don’t know blog, I know people read this, but I really want to talk…well type…to you about stuff, because I dont feel comfortable talking to anyone. And I know she reads it too…so I don’t know…I guess I’ll just be a little fague… You know, there is something that I have always wanted, a situation I have always wanted to be in, I had it, I held it, then I lost it as if it felt like i let go of it… then it came back to me… but I realise I am scared of it…so scared of it…maybe I am not meant to have such thing…maybe I was never meant to be in that situation… I don’t know blog… I dont want to know if anyone’s read this…what ever…

 

I care, but I cant

 

rumex